Friday, August 31, 2012

Are you praying?

I do not fully understand prayer and I doubt anyone does.  I do pray, though, and I have learned through experience that God answers prayer.  Do you pray?  Do you bring all of your needs to God?

One of my favorite verses about prayer is this one from Philippians 4:6-7 -
Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
This is not a suggestion.  This is a command.  When God says "Don't worry" He means it.  If you are worrying, you are disobeying God.

So what do you do when you find yourself worrying?  PRAY!  Tell God what you need and thank Him for all He has done!  And then the promised peace will come.

Do you pray?  Or do you worry?  If you're not praying, don't worry about it, just pray!  God's forgiveness is full and free.  If you notice worries creeping in, think of them as a call to prayer.  Praise God for those worries because they bring you to your knees.  And then pray!

Have you tried this about the worries your are experiencing right now?  Many times it helps to ask others to pray along with you.  Prayer is not always singular.  In fact, the Bible teaches us there is power in praying with a group or team.  Consider Jesus' own words in Matthew 18:19-20.

Take time to pray.  Pray and ask God for what you need!  And thank Him for ALL He has done.  If you are not experiencing God's peace, here's the cure.  PRAY!

Crossroads Community Church is sponsoring a PRAYER WATCH INTERNATIONAL Community Prayer Conference coming up on Saturday, September 15.  Come for the morning or the afternoon.  And please keep this prayer conference in your prayers.  For more, see the Crossroads Community Church website at www.crossroadscokato.com.

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Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Look. Ask. Walk.

Through a God-ordained series of events in 2010, God started a new [local] church in a small Minnesota town called Cokato.  This new Christian fellowship was made up of people who had come to a significant choice point.  Something had occurred in their lives that led them to form a new Christian community.

There is much to be said about this, and not everything that could be said is something that everyone reading this would agree with, but one thing is abundantly clear: The men and women who were involved directly in the formation of this new church, together with those who came along had done what it says in Jeremiah 6:16 -- they did not just go one with life as usual.

These men and women noticed what was going on around them.  They noticed they had come to a crossroads, a place where there was a choice to be made.  They asked God which way to go.  And then they stepped out in a way that was different. 

These men and women did not allow themselves to be ruled simply by habit.  They came to a crossroads and didn't ignore it.  They looked, they asked for the eternal good way, and then they walked in it.  Each one made a step of faith.

Jeremiah 6:16, the verse that became the theme for this new church says this:
Stand at the crossroads and look;
    ask for the ancient paths,
ask where the good way is, and walk in it,
    and you will find rest for your souls.
As we move into the future it will be important to continue to look and ask and walk in the way God shows us.  Let us pray that we would never just fall back into routine or blind habits, but that we would keep our spiritual eyes and ears tuned to what is real and true, that we would ask you, Father God, what is best instead of being guided by our own perceptions, and that we would step out and live and walk in faith each day, one day after another, in faith and in trust.

Coming to Crossroads may not seem like a way to find rest, since we are constantly looking and asking and walking, but the promise is that as we do this we will find rest for the deepest part of who God made us to be.

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Monday, August 27, 2012

Will You Share?

8:40 a.m. FYI - since I wrote this earlier this morning I found a way to connect my facebook and blog using twitter - look on the right side of this for my "twitter" feed and let me know as time goes by if that is appreciated.  Thanks!

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Good morning!  Praising God here in Cokato for another new day!

When I started this blog, back in May and June of 2008, I didn't tell anyone for the first few weeks.  I just began to write and, as time went by, it became clear that this was something I enjoyed doing so I decided to let people know I was writing.  "Sharing Ministry and Faith" at www.equalsharing.com was born.

I found this blog helpful as a way to get me motivated to write, and writing has always been a way that has been helpful in getting my thoughts organized.  This blog has been a real help in doing that.  I want to thank my daughter, Naomi Thorson Krueger, for introducing me to "blogging."  It's been a good run.

As you read this those of you who have been reading this consistently may be wondering if I'm going to shut this blog down for good but I haven't made that decision.  I only thought it would be good to write something and post it because it's been so long, almost two weeks, since I've added anything here.

I think that is so because my hope, when I titled this blog to begin with, was that it would be a way of "sharing" ministry and faith... and it was.*  Since then, however I've discovered that I long for true "equal sharing" on the internet.  I don't want to just share as if I was some sort of ministry or faith authority, though I do have experience in a variety of ways that others don't.  But since beginning this in 2008 other forms of communication have become more popular.  That's why I'm on facebook.  Please read more about that on my April 30 post entitled "Facebook Is Winning."

Anyway, I'm not necessarily signing off, but I do want to encourage you who are reading this blog to either (1) go back and make lots of comments on a variety of posts that you have found helpful or annoying or (2) just give in and join facebook.  If you have another idea about how to ramp up the "equal sharing" on this blog, or another form of popular social media that is less annoying to you than facebook, let me know.  That will motivate me to keep writing here.

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I don't know how the statistics of this blog compare with the statistics of others, but supposedly there have been over 40,000 "visitors" since July of 2009.*  Every time you go to www.equalsharing.com you become a "visitor" more than once, though, so how many actual people have really been looking at this I honestly have no idea.
 July 2009 - that's as far as the public statistics go back -- and those "visitors" don't include the times I have gone to www.equalsharing.com myself -- I set something online to let "blogger" and "sitemeter" ignore my "visits" to this blog.

In my post of July 31 I talked about other reasons for writing less these days.  Two or three people mentioned that they had missed my writing and I appreciated their feedback.  Thank you!

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Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Cokato Corn Carnival Week


This email went out from Crossroads at noon today.
Subject:  Cokato Corn Carnival Week!
From:  Crossroads Community Church
Date:  Tue, Aug 14, 2012 12:04 pm
To:  Crossroads Community Church
Crossroads Friends:

What a great time last night at the Corn Carnival parade in Cokato!  Thank you to all who participated and all who made it possible!  Praise God!  (for the Corn Carnival Schedule go to http://www.cokato.mn.us/?page_id=1135)

TODAY - I'll be helping out with other area pastors at the corn serving stand from 4 - 6 (or 3:30-6:30) today so stop by and say hi!  Also, two of Crossroads' young ladies, Ashlyn Davis and Jordann Hoernemann will be vying for Corn Carnival Queen at tonight at the 8:00 coronation!

WEDNESDAY - I plan to spend some time at a theological conference in Golden Valley and then in the evening we'll have prayer ministry here at church.  If you know of anyone, or yourself, who needs healing prayer, please come or bring them at 6:30 p.m.

THURSDAY - Youth event for Grade 6 and older at Pleasant Lake, Annandale.  The plan is to have fun and supper together at the beach starting at 3:30 until about 6:30.  Call the Kollers for more info at 320-286-0177 or call the church office 286-2100 - leave a message with your name and phone number and we'll get back to you.
Please hold Carl and the whole family close in your prayers.

SATURDAY at the Franklin Avenue Mission (August 18th).  We will be leaving from church at 11:30 am.  If you would like to volunteer food, clothes, money or yourself, please contact Ron 612-269-7795, Randy 612-819-0802, Frank 612-791-0294, Norma Jean 612-791-0101 or Becky 320-296-0762.. Anything you could do would be greatly appreciated.  More about the mission at http://www.crossroadscokato.com/franklin-avenue.htm.

SUNDAY - Bible Study at 8:00 followed by worship at 9:15 - theme for preaching "Why is Marriage a Big Deal?"

MONDAY - Blood Drive at Dassel Covenant Church, Crossroads Board of Directors meeting at 7:00.

Please keep praying - and don't keep quiet about whatever the Lord lays on your heart!

Information about our Sep 15 COMMUNITY PRAYER CONFERENCE is on our church website - www.crossroadscokato.com

Pastor Steve Thorson

ALSO - As we mentioned on Sunday here at church, a great woman of the faith, a soldier of the Most High God, Elnora Morris, passed away on Saturday. Visitation is at Good Shepherd Free Lutheran Church on  Wednesday, August 15, 4-7 p.m. and 1 hour prior to the service at Good Shepherd, Thursday, August 16, 11:00 a.m.  Please hold Carl close in your prayers.  For more see http://www.swansonpeterson.com/morris-schmidt-elnora-may-81/

Pray also for Ken Bakke - http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/ken_bakke

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Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Crossroads August Update

The following went out as an email this evening.  If you'd like to receive future emails let us know!

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Crossroads Friends -
There are so many excellent promises in God's Word.  Oh how excellent it is to know we can TRUST GOD at all times!
Last Sunday morning we took a poll of sorts at church, asking our people about some "REAL LIFE FAITH QUESTIONS" - and based on the poll we'll be covering the following topics in weeks to come:
Sundays through Sep 2 - 8:00 Bible Study, 9:15 Worship
Aug 12 - How do I TRUST in times of trouble.
Aug 19 - Why is MARRIAGE such a big deal
Aug 26 - Is it okay for me to JUDGE other people?
Sep 2 - What is a Christian's role in politics and government?
We'll be looking to God's Word together for these as well as every other faith question we have!  Other topics were suggested and we'll be covering them either on Sunday mornings, in classes, or on this blog.
At 7:00 p.m. THIS SUNDAY (August 12) we'll join the other churches in Cokato at a Community Worship Service to be held in Peterson Park, at the same location that the Corn Carnival will begin the next day.  Bring a lawn chair or blanket to sit on, and a sunhat and/or sunglasses.  If tradition holds true there will be pie afterward courtesy of the Elim Mission Church -- in case of bad weather the community service will be moved to Elim.
On Monday August 13th the Corn Carnival Parade will be held in Cokato with Crossroads as one of the entries! Can you join us from 6:00 – 7:30 that evening? We’ll walk in the parade handing out freezies for children and, for adults, Crossroads pens and brochures about a Community Prayer Conference we’ll be hosting this fall. Youth, can you help also? More info available from Lynne Lahr 320-286-5773 LLahr@kensingtonbanks.com and Ann Benson 320-420-6315 benhouse@embarqmail.com (We are entry "50 something" in the parade... come look for us along 7th Street South and join in the fun!)  After the parade enjoy music by Jonathan Rundman - this Christian concert is sponsored by the Cokato pastors.
Lots more coming up very soon including - details on our church announcement page http://www.crossroadscokato.com/announcements.html.
  • Youth Event (Grade 6 through Young Adult) Thursday, August 16, 3:30 - 8:30 at Pleasant Lake, Annandale - beach and supper!
     
  • Franklin Avenue Mission  - Horizon church has asked if we could partner with them at the Franklin Avenue Mission on Saturday, August 18th.  We will be leaving from church at 11:30 am.  If you would like to volunteer food, clothes, money or yourself, please contact Ron 612-269-7795, Randy 612-819-0802, Frank 612-791-0294, Norma Jean 612-791-0191 or Becky 320-296-0762.. Anything you could do would be greatly appreciated.  More about the mission at http://www.crossroadscokato.com/franklin-avenue.htm.
     
  • Fall Schedule begins September 9 with Sunday School and Bible study at 9:00 and worship at 10:15.  On Sunday August 26 after worship we'll get organized, decide on spaces, talk about what we'll be learning and teaching.  Contact Amy Thostenson - 320-275-3644 pathostenson@gmail.com.  Themes for fall include, beginning Sep 16 "RESET" ... YOUR IDENTITY, YOUR PURPOSE, YOUR PLACE ... and, beginning Oct. 21 "WORDS WITH FRIENDS" - Words of CHALLENGE, CONFESSION & RECONCILIATION, ENCOURAGEMENT, HONESTY AND "YOUR STORY."
     
  • In response to last Sunday's message a group is planning help us distribute school supplies in our community, going to some apartments and homes with supplies and the question "Can we pray for you for 10 seconds?"  Check out more on our website and contact Kristine at our church office if you can help with this project!  Let's bless others as we have been blessed!  You can listen to last Sunday's message at http://www.crossroadscokato.com/worship.html.
     
  • COMMUNITY PRAYER CONFERENCE - PRAYER PLUGGED IN - Saturday, September 15, 9:00 a.m. - 4:00 p.m. Download brochure - https://www.onlinefilefolder.com/1st5r2oigWe9sP. Our church was founded in PRAYER and faithfulness to God's Word.  We have a great treasure from God to share.  "Prayer Plugged In" will lead each of us, as individuals and as a community, to be the "House of Prayer" God has designed us to be.  "Prayer Plugged In" is about connecting believers to the unending power and truth of God. Your $25 (individual) or $40 (married couple) registration provides conference materials, lunch and refreshments throughout the day. TOPICS INCLUDE: 1) Becoming A Custom Built House Of Prayer 2) The Heart Of Biblical Worship In A House Of Prayer 3) The Indispensable Intercessor 4) Praying With And For Others As Part Of A Ministry In Your Church. For more information call: (320) 286-2100 or (320) 296-0762 or speak with Becky Sorenson, Diann Mauk, Norma Jean Cruz or Steve Thorson.  Our leader for this conference is Pastor Karl Kruse, the Upper Midwest Regional Director of Prayer Watch International.  If you need financial help to attend, or if you would like to invest financially in this opportunity for others, please speak privately with Pastor Thorson.
Much more about our church and upcoming events can be found on our website, www.crossroadscokato.comPlease forward this email to others who may be blessed by what we have to share!
God's peace to you all!  Continue to pray that God will use our church to set people free to follow Jesus - in all of life.
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Tuesday, July 31, 2012

The Walls Have Come Down

Several times in recent months I've noted in this blog that I have written so much less this year than previously.  Only a small handful of people seem to have noticed.  I think there have been one or two who have said they miss what I have, in the past, written here frequently.  This past weekend a friend said that he still checks daily to see if I've written anything.  Thanks, Bob, for the encouragement.

Yesterday afternoon I drove to Glencoe to see someone in long term care and then headed into the cities to visit my parents and my aunt Audrey who is here in Minnesota for a week or so.  As I was walking down the hallway to my parents condominium the words came to me: The Walls Have Come Down.

Immediately I posted those words to facebook using twitter.  I then  remembered how, back in 2010, that after a prayer conference one of the participants heard the sound of a great wall crumbling and tumbling and rumbling down.  I wasn't at that prayer conference and don't even know if I remember correctly what I was told, but the spiritual image has stayed with me, though I don't think I've ever written anything about it.

Spiritual walls have fallen in many ways over the past few years.  It's still a work in progress.  I am convinced it is God's work, however, and it cannot be stopped.

God is in the business of setting people free.  We see this as God takes down the dividing wall between himself and us through what Jesus did.  We see this as God turns the hearts of parents to their children.  We see this as people who have hurt one another give one another the most excellent gift: forgiveness in Jesus' name.

God is also in the business of setting people free from fortifications that, at one time, served a good purpose.  Last Sunday evening I shared a message at our community worship service that was, in part, a celebration of how God pulls down our denominational walls at these community worship services.  We looked at scriptures from John 8, First Corinthians 3 and Galatians 3, scriptures that show how religious loyalties get in the way of God's Work.  (You can download my written message, more or less how I preached it on Sunday evening by clicking here or contact me and ask for a copy.)

Here's how this relates to why I haven't been blogging much for the past few months.  Some of my personal walls have come down in a very big way over the past few years.  I would need to write a book to tell the story.  Suffice it to say that in 1980 God called me into the fortress of the American Lutheran Church.  I served in that institution and its successor until 2010.  Two months after I heard about what someone had "heard" at the prayer conference (a wall falling down) there was a major change, and, in some ways, I've been learning where I am now ever since.

I am no longer serving the Lord in a local church that is affiliated with any particular Christian denomination.  Our local church here in Cokato is closely connected with a network of churches that share a Lutheran heritage but are not bound to or confined by it.  The flagship church of the network describes itself as "Sacramental, Spirit-Filled and Evangelical."
from the North Heights website - http://www.nhlc.org/more-info
That pretty much describes us at Crossroads too, though we're still working out what it all means.

The walls have come down.  We are free in Christ.  Some of us at Crossroads would consider us to be Lutheran, others would not.  For me personally, being Lutheran has never been a top priority but I've appreciated and benefited by many things in the Lutheran church.
  • I am thankful for the Lutheran theological tradition because Lutherans have a very high view of the Bible.  The Bible is our foundation for knowing God and God's purpose for our lives. 
  • I appreciate and understand the Biblical foundation of Baptism and Communion from a Lutheran perspective, not that the Lutheran way is the ONLY way of understanding what we have called "sacraments" but truly being thankful for the way a tremendously respectful view of God's Word and God's Power is entailed in those Lutheran teachings.  
  • I'm grateful for the particular form of Lutheranism that embraces the charismatic movement.   This open and fearless form of Lutheranism led ALC president David W. Preus to go to the International Lutheran Conference on the Holy Spirit in 1980 to proclaim that spiritual gifts were welcome and needed in his denomination.
Because the walls have come down there are many things that are open for discussion and review.  Issues that had been settled long ago by denominational authority are now open to question.  We're open to evangelical and charismatic/pentecostal understandings alongside those that have been traditionally Lutheran. 

It's an exciting spiritual place to be in!  We're called to grow more mature in our faith, to learn to stand, in some ways on our own... not alone... but together with other believers we know personally, and together with God.

So I haven't written much recently.  I haven't written much because I knew I needed to get all of this laid out and I knew it would take some time.  I haven't written much because there is always more to do than there is time available.  I haven't written much because, more and more, I'm in need of the personal conversations that will help us gain confidence here in our local church.  And I haven't written much because there is SO much to write about!  When walls come down you can see so much further!  Wow--the possibilities--in Christ--they are endless!

If you appreciate hearing from me in this way, please let me know.  Then I'll probably write more.

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Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Fresh Fishing

At Crossroads this Sunday (July 15) we're beginning a short series of messages based on the days Jesus spent, in scripture, at the Sea of Galilee.*  There Jesus called his first disciples, calmed the storm and revealed himself after he rose from the dead.

Wouldn't it be great to spend a day at the lake with Jesus?  What would happen?  How would that day transform you?

When Jesus first meets his future disciples there he invites them and challenges them.  "Come," he says.  This reminds me of when Jesus says, "Come to me, all you who are weary and are carrying heavy burdens.  I will give you rest."  Then he says "Follow me."

Invitation is always followed by challenge.  Jesus doesn't invite us to hang out at the lake for relaxation alone.  When we spend time with Him we will be challenged.  At the lake Jesus said "Follow me and I will make you fishers of men."  In another location he said "Take my yoke upon you and learn from me."  A yoke is a mechanism for doing work.  Jesus wants us to get so connected with him that his peace is our peace, and his work is ours too.

The cool thing is that the work we are challenged to do by Jesus never takes away our rest.

When Jesus says "I will make you fishers of men" he does does not "make us" in the sense of pushing us or forcing us to do anything.  And when Jesus says "take my yoke upon you" he says he will teach us (learn from me) and that he will be with us every step of the way.  The "yoke," the task we do, it still belongs to Jesus and is still inhabited by him.  It is his yoke, his task, his job.  We're just there to follow his lead.

Those words "I will make you fishers of men" can be misunderstood to mean I will "make you" as in "I will force you to go out and fish for people."  A better word for "make" in English (for the original Greek ποιήσω) would perhaps be "I will re-make you" or "I will re-create" you, making or creating you to have a new identity, a new self, a new "you."

This new you created by Jesus in your flesh will now be interested in saving people, "fishing them" out of chaos and destruction.  We get a new heart and a new mind.

We WANT to do this.  It is no burden.  "I will do the work of remaking you," says Jesus.  When we come to Jesus, he now does work in us to change us.

Have you been remade?  Where do you find your joy?  Is it in fishing for men and women and all who are lost?  If not, come to Jesus today to receive a new identity today.

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* The Sea of Galilee is a large freshwater lake, about 1/3 the size of Mille Lacs.

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Home Again

I'm back in Cokato after about a week at my in-law's place in Wisconsin.  I made the long drive from Durphee Lake beginning just after 6 and made a few stops including at my aunt and uncle's home (their birthdays were last week) and a quick drop-in at my parents', arriving here around midnight.

I'll be heading out to the Crossroads church building soon.  Time to check in with our administrative assistant (Kristine) and do what needs to be done.  I'm thankful for those who led worship last Sunday and who watched over our house when we were gone, including those who watered the gardens and flowers.  Thank you!

While up at the cabin I continued the "quiet study" about women and men that I wrote about last week, now about half way through the big book I mentioned then.  The other big "work related" topic I studied, thinking about and talking about with others up there, is the question of church organizations, such as denominations, and how they relate to the Holy Spirit.  I'll try to share some of what the Lord has been teaching me on that subject soon.

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Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Quiet Study

I'm enjoying some quiet time at the moment.  The rest of the crowd went to fireworks; and I've gone every other year I think but this year, in keeping with what I wrote yesterday, I've just decided to take this time to be alone.

I'm reading a book that I borrowed from my son in law: Discovering Biblical Equality.  There's a section there that talks about how an active, practical equality of men and women among evangelical and charismatic Christians in the USA was overshadowed in the mid 20th century.  Janette Hassey writes:
What can account for the gradual decline of public ministry opportunities for evangelical women between the world wars?  First, fundamentalist separatist subcultures emerged which tended to harden on the women's issue.  Second, as fundamentalism institutionalized, women were squeezed out of leadership roles.  Third, the conservative Protestant backlash against changing social values resulted in restrictions on women in ministry.  Finally, a more literalist view of Scripture among fundamentalists meant less flexibility in interpreting the subject of women in ministry.
The subtitle of the book is Complementarity without Hierarchy.  I do believe God created men and women to be different but I have never been able to buy into the idea that men are somehow automatically to rule over women.  I've been blessed so many times by the teaching of women who know and respect the Word of God as it is recorded in the Holy Scriptures.  So I am on a search for what the Bible really has to say about men and women in the church.  Please pray that I would not be swayed by anything other than the Word of God.

My position, up to now, is that it is possible to be Biblically conservative and hold to a more egalitarian perspective on men and women's roles than is common among many evangelicals.  The Bible is not 100% clear on this subject, just like it isn't 100% clear on other things (like, for example, questions about baptism).  When there is a diversity of perspectives shown in scripture, it's just something that needs a careful look.  I'll do some of that while I'm up north.

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Monday, July 2, 2012

Going North Today

Later today I'm headed for a family cabin, a cabin that's been in my wife's family for 50 years.  For my wife the cabin is "home" in a way that no where else is.  She has already gone up there and I'll follow after I've done a few more chores and have gotten my things together.  I'll stop at the airport in the Twin Cities to pick up my sister-in-law and then we'll drive north.

After worship yesterday a dear friend wished me well about this and then I found myself sharing some ambivalent feelings about "cabin time."   As I prepare to go I'm feeling it would be good to get those feelings down in writing.  I share these things with the world because I think there are many of us who have a variety of feelings when it comes to spending time with those we love.

I dearly love all of the people at the cabin.  I dearly love them all as individuals and as a group.  There is absolutely nothing personal about my conflicted feelings about being up north.  If I had to pick some people to be with in a confined space for a week or more there are few others that I would choose to be "stuck with" for a week than the Dahlins.  We share the same Christian faith.  We have similar opinions on issues and have similar values and morals.  Pleasant personalities, tremendous talents, interesting  group conversations, great games and songs abound.  The various generations care deeply about each other.

The cabin is situated on the shore of a very sweet little lake.  It's a great place for swimming and canoeing and sailing (the family has a little sailboat which I particularly enjoy), there is shade for sitting and sun for sunning.  There is no air conditioning but a person can take a dip in the lake to cool off as often as he or she wishes.  There is no lack of food and not much work.  My wife's parents are servants of God and servants of us.  They do so much for us and love us in ways that can hardly be described.

It's wonderful!  It's like being away at a family Bible camp.  It's a huge blessing straight from God.

Even with all of that, I'm still feeling conflicted.  How can that be?  Part of it is my task orientation toward life.  I just know there are so many things that need to be done here in Cokato.  Part of me would love to spend unscheduled time here to putter away at the many things that need to be done at the house we purchased last year.

The other part of my ambivalence is the sense of being "confined" or "contained" in the space and in a particular way of relating to one another that is hard to describe.  The cabin is a busy place, even though it's a relaxing place.  There are ways that a person can get away by him or herself, there are hammocks and chairs where a person can get settled into a book, and, as my friend mentioned after church yesterday, being at the cabin hasn't stopped me from blogging.  But the fact is that with a dozen or more people eating meals together, playing together, talking together, all in a small cabin, there isn't sometimes the chance to go very "deep" in any way, not in our relationships with one another and not one-on-one with God.  And, for me, going "deep" is one of he chief pleasures in life.

I've always been an "odd duck" at the cabin, preferring often to remain quieter than others and not really wanting to spend all my time with everyone else.  I also choose to eat differently than some and that is noticed by the crowd. I don't think I'm unpleasant but I do sometimes escape.  I'm not the only one who does that, but I think I do it more than others.  I get weary of the constant group conversations.  When I'm up there, I think I act somewhat introverted... maybe my true personality comes out?  Who knows.

Anyway, a goal I'm going to set this week when I'm up there is to try to spend some one on one or one on two time with some of the people.  I don't know if that will work, but I'll try.  I'll take quiet time this year too as I always have, but this year I think I'll try to take it more intentionally, so I can get my "deep thinking" time in and, by means of this blog, to share deeply with you all as well.

Now that I've gotten all this out, I'm more positive about going up north.  Lots to do though before that, and since I've been up since 4 a.m. I'm going to need a nap too.

Thanks for listening.

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Thursday, June 21, 2012

Out of Religion

Our Lord has been breaking us out of "religion" and bringing us closer to Himself.  It is such a good thing and I can't wait to see what He will do next.  I am praying that I will let God be God, that I will trust Him enough to get out of the way and let Him work.  I cannot put a script together and expect God will follow it, whether it's a scripted worship hour or a planned day or night.  God is calling me to step out in faith beyond what I can understand, beyond what I can control.

Let's walk together.  Let's step into the future God has prepared.  Let God tear down the man-made walls and allow Him to build as He desires.  When we do we will be amazed.  We will experience His power, His healing, His cleansing and renewal.  Let's open the doors and let Him do as He desires.  Let's do it now.

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Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Exposing Strongholds

When we are in need, when we are in trouble, when we are in pain, when we sin, when we are under attack in any way--God's desire always is that we rely upon Him, turning to Him in prayer, calling upon other believers to pray for us, asking for help in practical and spiritual ways, speaking out against injustice, being bold.

Our "normal" reaction, sad to say, is to do what the first man and woman did in the Garden of Eden.  We hide.  And, having hidden, when the Lord seeks us out, we lie.  God immediately and continuously confronts us in our lie.  He pushed Adam and Eve out of the Garden.  He exposed Cain.  He brings truth and light.  This is an opportunity to be free and joyful once more.

Will you allow God to see you as you are?  Or will you retreat even further into lies and coverups?  if that is your choice you lock yourself into a "stronghold," a fortress of deceit and death.  God still does not give up on you, he "stands at the door and knocks."  He continues to offer his grace and forgiveness.  He offers opportunities to repent every day.  He says, "Come Out!  Be Open!  Live!  Be Real!"

How can you recognize a stronghold in your life?  Defensiveness is one clue.  When you are challenged do you consider whether your challenger is speaking the truth, or do you immediately reject it?  Immediate rejection of criticism is one sign of a stronghold.  Addictions and unhelpful habits are another.  If you are repeatedly doing something that harms you or others in any way, whether the harm is physical, financial, emotional--when you hurt yourself or your future--or when you lash out against others, that could point you toward some aspect of your life that you are guarding.

One spiritual stronghold that has only recently been revealed to me consists in how quick people try to make themselves feel better by spending money on things they do not need.  People impoverish themselves in this way.  Truly this is the devil's work.  It needs to be exposed for what it is.

O my people, come to the light!  Do not hide.  Come out and be free!  Come and call for experienced Christian friends or neighbors to pray for you.  Confessing your sins you will receive the forgiveness bought for us by our Lord Jesus Christ.  Speaking the truth about how you have been injured you will receive healing.  And the Holy Spirit will give you new life.

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